Poem/song -Don't want

you know, when i was small all the happily ever afters i thought really existed all the friends for me to make all the things for me to learn and see but as i got older i don't want anything i don't want to learn, don't want to see that of which the world has turned to misery i don't want anyone close for fear they might again betray me again the hurt inside...when i think of now i thought i had friends but now looking back, maybe i had none or maybe im just becoming someone who doesn't trust anyone anymore maybe...